Alyssa Marie Castro

I miss you so much I regret letting it go. And I’ll admit that cause I want you back in my life. I need your love & affection. I just wish I could trust you. Something’s tells me you’d break my heart just because you know im weak right now& want you. I just wish I would have worked harder to make us work. Oh well. I did what I did. They always say let it go & If it loves you, it’ll come back. That’s what I’m hoping yu’ll do. Come flying Back & fix things. Wait maybe we need to go our separate ways? Life would just be easier If you stayed out of it. .. Or you could Be in my life & love me like a mans suppose to love & cherish a woman. … I don’t care. We need to do one or the other. But what we are doing now hurts me. I don’t want to cuddle with you unless you love me & I’m the only girl on your mind. We’re not together just inlove. I never know, maybe you have a rebound chick in your bed as we speak. .. So difficult it makes me angry with you when I should be mad at myself for letting you close to my heart when we’re both trying to move on.